hey guys,
this is probably the last post on this blog... I have moved to : http://puffypalace.blogdrive.com/
Thanks for your continuous support!!
Yours always,
Puffy

Hey Guys,
My first post in a while, least my first real post.. The question for me now is where do I start? do I tell you about whats been happening? or do I start fresh?
I guess for me the best place to start is to start fresh as if this were my first post ever, becuase that way you can get to know me again, and if you didn't already know me then you can get to know me for the first time.

So far my life has been pretty interesting! I've now commenced uni as said in my previous post and I've made new friends and tried to keep in touch with my old ones, although this can be difficult as people do different courses and go to different uni's so you can often lose touch. Its kind of sad to say it but in life there are changes you lose friends and you make new ones to fill those voids, when you have spent much of 4-5 years with the same people where you see them everyday and you talk to them everyday, its those little common things that occured that day that keeps you together. I never really fitted into our group at school - I generally never fit in anywhere, but it seemed our friendhsip at school was kept togther not because we all liked the same things or we were doing the same things but because in someway we were just misfits and I guess we all just enjoyed each others company. It seems to me that there may have been more to this, when you are in your little clique you want to stay together because venturing out into the unknown is difficult and often painful, so even if you are dissatisfied with the situation you are less likely to move just because it is 'safer' to stay where you are. That is not to say I didn't like my friends or we weren't a good group of friends we most definately were! I guess my point is now that we have all kind of split up and moved on in our lifes, because we were so different to start off with these differences have been exagerated now that we are doing what we want and when we were at school they were opressed.

But in saying that I really do miss everyone so much, sometimes people at uni just don't understand because they havent known you for as long as they did. Its rather sad but it seems to be the circle of life, when one thing dies another thing grows in its place...

So enough about my moping, currently I'm in the middle of exams, procrastonating as it would seem :P I've one mroe exam left then freedom :D and I can't wait.... and no this year things have looked up I've been in more positive moods as I've really embraced uni life and felt more comfortable with myself than I have for a while, It would seem eerything is working out just fine - as long as I pass these exams.

And so I leave you,
yours
puffaloonie


so before I leave to so some work as always I shall leave you with a song only a short piece

For always and ever
You'll be a part of me
And for always
Forever
A thousand tomorrows may cross the sky
And for always
And always
We will go on beyond goodbye
~Josh groban, Lara fabian - for always~

hey guys..
lots in my life has changed since I was last here.. I've started uni and am no not single any longer.. and its a totally new and wonderful guy, he means the world to me and in someways I'm very frightened of this new territory, it seems a path untravelled... I've really gotten to know him well unlike the elusive mr m (who terned out to be one of the most arrogant people I know - dunno what he had over me, I guess infactuation he seemed to be one of those guys where the more you knew him the less you liked him) enough on Mr m.. more about this new guy... what can I say?? when I first met him he seemed to have this control over me and whenever I was near him I wanted to hide cos I was scared. Even when he came online my stomach would flip and I'd feel kinda ill - butterflies I think, my friends thought it was funny, strange how things work themselves out....
I'm thinking of wiping this blog or moving all my old entries elsewhere.... and Starting all over again...

I guess with becoming officiall an adult and going to uni and gaining my own inderpendence to a certain exten stuff has change and I have changed.. I think I've developed a more mature outlook on my life and I have a different focus... hehe but don't worry I'm pretty much still the same girl who's writing is here only I guess I've had more life experience in the last couple of months... I've met new people made new friends and I'm studying a totall different course.. for those wondering I'm now studying Law/ comm and UWA...

Its strange how many things change over the course of a few months....I'll be back in the blogging world.. but not as often as I used to be because a large proportion of my time is not taken up with study and work and i guess my new found love of my social life....

take care and chnages will be made soon

yours aways
Puffaloonie

to him
Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
and there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than
a little crazy but I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
only this sense of completion
and in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I found my way home
I know that it might sound more than
a little crazy but I believe

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I found you
~savage garden - I knew I loved you~

Okay I know I promised regular updates but I’ve been so busy lately, I’m really sorry… my brother’s 21st took up so much of my time and I’ve been cooking and cleaning like mad. I’ve had about 12 hours of sleep in the past week. I promise I’ll give you the run down and I really do try and keep them.

Actually today is when my ‘leavers’ starts! Me and my best friend are going to a 5 star hotel and staying there for 3 nights which is so exciting! I’m in a bit of a rush as I’m about to go and book in and I’ve still a bit of packing to do.

So when I get back these are the things I have planned;
1. a comprehensive recall of my hotel stay
2. a comprehensive recall of my bro’s party and the sobbing and far too emotional sister
3. to get my other blog up and running
4. to make sure I keep my updates.

I should be back Thursday some time and I’ll make sure I get right into it all!!

Hope to speak to you all soon
Take care of yourselves

Yours forever
puffaloonie


Well don't you know I need a
little indulgence?
Listen to the hunter becoming
hunted
Every day there's a million advances
Don't be too forceful you'll ruin
your chances
Well don't you know that time is a
broken glass
That splinters against the wall?
But the picture is coming back
now baby,
And I want to take it all



Don't go making all these promises
you know you cannot keep
There's a time to play a king and a
time to be the thief
'Cause if you're making all these
promises you know you cannot keep
You know time will be the thief and
your fallen king will end up alone

~savage garden - promises~

Hey everyone!!
I’m back for good :) It’s been so long and I’ve missed you all terribly…

My exams I think went okay, unfortunately I was sick during them and that caused a bit of drama but I’ve filled out forms that safe guard my marks from any unexpected results. I had the flu shot earlier in the year in a hope I wouldn’t get sick and I wasn’t the whole year up until my exams… lucky huh?

The last week of school as great and very very special. Valedictory was so lovely and nice and the last day muck up was so much fun. We all got dressed up and I was a drag queen…. Don’t ask… I promise I’ll elaborate later :)

I’ve now completed high school and all my exams are over. I guess its such an odd feeling to have that chapter of my life over... I’ve really enjoyed my high school and primary school times, I was always one of those people that got really involved and now it’s at the end of the road. It’s bittersweet I guess because on one hand I’m really excited at my ‘new life’ but on the other there is uncertainty and sadness in leaving my old life. There are lots of people I would have seen everyday that I might not ever see again, and even those people whom I wasn’t close to I’ll miss, just because. I’ll miss the amazing support network that is put in place for students especially at my school and then the teachers and the type of learning that you experience as a school student.

I haven’t got much time unfortunately cos its my bro’s 21st coming up which is a special day for him and we have heaps of cleaning and cooking and organising to do but I promise regular updates…

So until next time :) take good care of your selves and I promise to visit everyone as soon as I can :)

Your faithful
Puffaloonie

PS look for a new blog soon !


i was browsing and I liked this;


You who are on the road
Must have a code that you can live by
And so become yourself
Because the past is just a good bye.

Teach your children well,
Their father's hell did slowly go by,
And feed them on your dreams
The one they picked, the one you'll know by.

Don't you ever ask them why, if they told you, you would cry,
So just look at them and sigh and know they love you.

And you, of tender years,
Can't know the fears that your elders grew by,
And so please help them with your youth,
They seek the truth before they can die.

~teach your children well - Crosby~

okay so I've had my first round of exams - I hope they were okay.
I know I promised I'd be back soon but I think I really need to study for the finals which are so very very soon.
I'm sorry but I think I need to put everything on hold until the end of November. Unfortuntately as much as everyone says that these exams arent the world they are extrememly important in determining my future. I really hope you guys understand!!

When I do return I'll be back with two blogs so you can be looking out for that :)

I'm really sorry and I miss you all horribly. I guess it's another sacrifice I'm having to make for my future.

Note to those who were interested me and mr m are going great- I've decided baby steps are best since he has a GF and I wanna get to know him as a person before anything else. Our friendship is going great!!

Take care all of you - I miss you!!

Your puffaloonie

Take a look at my body
Look at my hands
There's so much here
That I don't understand

Your face saving promises
Whispered like prayers
I don't need them
I don't need them

I've been treated so wrong
I've been treated so long
As if I'm becoming untouchable

Contempt loves the silence
It thrives in the dark
With fine winding tendrils
That strangle the heart

They say that promises
Sweeten the blow
But I don't need them
No, I don't need them

I've been treated so wrong
I've been treated so long
As if I'm becoming untouchable

I'm a slow dying flower
Frost killing hour
The sweet turning sour
And untouchable

~ My skin - Natalie Merchant~